Eddy

May 14, 2008 - February 8, 2021

Eddy, Ed, Edwina, Fast Eddy, Fred, Fredwina Babina, Peter, Peter Marie, Sweet Sweet Pete, Pika, Button Nose, Pumpkin, Penut, Fez, Fezwick, Buddy, Muffin, Nester, Little one

From the very first time I saw your picture

I knew that I would be bringing you home.

And we would be together forever,

You and I inseparable.

From the very start you stole my heart

And I would be changed forever!

First from your super cute looks then, to your one of a kind personality. The kind of personality that would knock anyone's socks off. We bonded that very first day almost 13 years ago. You are so loving, caring, funny, sweet, so smart, loyal, kind, precious, cute and feisty too.

I want you to know you have brought me and our family nothing but joy, laughter, comfort, peace companionship and so very much more. We have been through so much you and I.

You have been by my side through the highs and the lows life has thrown our way. When I cried you'd lick my tears and kiss me telling me it would be alright. When I was too depressed to get out of bed you lay with me, when I leave the room, you always look for me and I always look back at you. Oh, the way you looked at me, like you were looking right into the depths of my soul.

The way you searched for me or visited me in the bathroom or after a shower just to make sure I was ok and give me a kiss. The way you have never left my side. The way you would talk to me, tell me stories and listen when I would talk to you and you would understand every single word. The way you would know exactly how I was feeling.

The games we played like hide and seek, throwing and retrieving toy's, balls and ropes. The way you would floss your teeth with the strings. The way you loved opening presents but were more interested in the paper till it was all ripped up into tiny little pieces then would move on to the toy. The way we would sit on the deck in the summer and you would fall asleep in the sun beside me. Playing in bed, snessling for hours. The way you'd shake your paw and high five, dancing in the living room and kitchen, the walks we took, the trips to dramas house.

We shared everything together. In all my life I've never met anyone with a soul as pure and as good as yours! I hope one day I can be half the person you thought of me to be. I am eternally grateful you came into my life!

The bond and love you have had for me and I for you can never ever be replaced or forgotten. You are and always be my soul mate, my best friend my sweet boy! You were never just a dog to me, you were and are so very much more and always will be. My special little boy I love you so, so, so very, very, very much!

I am so very sorry you became so sick my special little boy. I want you to know mommy tried as hard as she could to help fix your boo boos and keep us together longer. But, no matter how hard you fought and you fought hard, so very hard my boy. You are so brave and such a trooper. But no matter how hard mommy tried we couldn’t heal you and I am so, so, so very, very, very sorry for that. I hope you know that I would do anything for you. I would go to the ends of the earth and back again for you!

I hope you can forgive me for what happened because for once in your life you had to go somewhere and I could not go with you just yet and everything will not be the same. But, I want you to know that it's because mommy loves you so, so, so very, very, very much that I could not let you suffer and be in pain any longer and had to set you free!

I want you to be somewhere where you won't be hurting and uncomfortable anymore. Where all your boo boos are gone away and your eyes can see once more. Where you don't have to take medication just to make it through the day. Where you can feel like you again. Where you can eat and drink anything and as much as you want and have as many snaps as your heart desires. Where you can run and play hide and seek chase a toy or ball or chase your tail, chew some toys ears, ropes and rip paper again.

So please forgive me, mommy loves you way too much to have let you suffer anymore and let you decline any further my special little boy.

Please know we will be together again one day and I can not wait for that day to come! You are always in my heart and I will remember and cherish the amazing times we shared and memories we made together and, I am so very greatful to have spent almost 13 years together!

Till we are together again I know Nim will take very good care of you, keep you safe, gib a kiss and show you all the good places and fun things to do while you wait for us to be together again. And then when your brother gets there you can show him all the good stuff and you both can play and hunt mice together again and snessle in bed and comfort each other till your mom and dad get there.

Gib a kiss to Nim and tell her we love her very much and we will see her again one day too. Let her know that your mommy is watching over her mommy.

I'll love you forever, I'll love you always, as long as I'm living my baby you'll be. I love you with all my heart and soul my special little boy and, I will miss you like nobody's bidness. It will not be the same without you but, I know you are feeling like you again so I will take comfort in knowing that.

One last kiss for my special little boy fredwina babina, until we are together again one day! Mommy loves you so, so, so very, very, very much! 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋 Loves, hugs and kisses from your Daddy, Drama and Cory.

We would like to thank Dr. Liz for her kindness, compassion and allowing our special little boy the peace and comfort of transitioning at home surrounded by those whom he loved and loved him so very much!